I think a lot about killing myself

Not like a point on a map but rather
like a glowing exit sign at a show that's never been
quite bad enough to make me want to leave. See, when I'm up
I don't kill myself because, holy shit, there's so much left
to do! When I'm down I don't kill myself because then
the sadness would be over, and the sadness is my old paint
under the new. The sadness is the house fire or the broken
shoulder: I'd still be me without it but I'd be so boring.
-Neil Hilborn, The Future.
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  • halalcocaine:

    there she goes again, daydreaming about her future house and how she’ll decorate it knowing she can’t afford a house in this economy ever. and by she i mean me.

    (via pulvering)

    Source: halalcocaine
    • 1 week ago
    • 71528 notes
  • sixpenceee:

    A Kelp forest from an episode of Blue Planet 2.

    (via sixpenceee)

    Source: sixpenceee
    • 1 week ago
    • 3911 notes
  • I deeply regret all of the times I turned people down when they offered money in return for pictures of my feet.

    • 1 week ago
    • 6 notes
    • #broke
    • #feet
    • #me
    • #personal
    • #sorry
  • worldcircus:

    Kind of gives you chills .

    Source: worldcircus
    • 2 weeks ago
    • 241332 notes
  • I’m finally getting trained out on the floor as a phlebotomist and I’m SO excited. Starting with just putting up sets and spiking but happy none the...

    I’m finally getting trained out on the floor as a phlebotomist and I’m SO excited. Starting with just putting up sets and spiking but happy none the less.
    https://www.instagram.com/p/Br_77GyFJBlsXGUPYMJ2XTfRzGm5Q-3QHi5BoU0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12muczo0rb1be

    • 2 weeks ago
    • 6 notes
    • #phlebotomist
    • #phlebotomy
    • #sets
    • #plasma
    • #me
    • #myface
    • #selfie
    • #work
  • randomweas:

    Food aging time-lapse by TEMPONAUT

    Source: randomweas.com
    • 2 weeks ago
    • 923 notes
  • theotheristhedoctor:

    jooshbag:

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    Harrison Ford: oh shit oh shit oh shit that was a NOT GOOD THING

    Ryan Gozzling: I have been punched in the face by Harrison Ford, by accident, no one can ever take this away from me

    (via miladyknight)

    Source: maisonderriere
    • 2 weeks ago
    • 172067 notes
  • (via ruinedchildhood)

    Source: ruinedchildhood
    • 1 month ago
    • 32693 notes
  • tehhufflepuffinquisitor:

    In an unfortunate development, I am now awake

    (via the-kyle-chronicles)

    Source: tehhufflepuffinquisitor
    • 1 month ago
    • 130617 notes
  • thatsprettysicknasty:

    angeldictator:

    Not elegant enough to be a vampire…. . not jock enough to be a werewolf.. ..

    goblin it is

    (via miladyknight)

    Source: angeldictator
    • 1 month ago
    • 138981 notes
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